Inside of my head are all of the things I have wanted to say out loud, but didn’t . Years and years of words that I was too shy or too afraid or too responsible to say. Words that I was afraid would bounce back in my face and kill me or fly out of my mouth and kill someone or something that I didn’t know was important at the time. I am hoping that I have lived long enough and done enough that I don’t have to fear those things anymore. I just want to be Randy here and set those words in my head free. Im hoping that they have arranged themselves into nice, neat little sentences that have remembered to use their inside voices. But I’m afraid that they may be raging behind those masks of civility. So I apologize in advance for any damage they may cause on their way out.